But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. Luke 15:20
You have been gone far too long. One day without you in the Kingdom of GOD feels like an eternity without you. The Father misses you deeply and awaits for your return. You turned your back on Him but He never turned His back on you. There is nothing that can compare to His love for you and His plans for your life. Success without Him is no success at all. His plans are far better and greater than you ever could imagine. He designed you so He knows what is best for His child. You walked away because there were some things you experienced and seen that caused you to doubt God and His existence. The enemy planted lie after lie and you could not sift your way through those lies. You started to drift further and further away and soon you were not anchored anymore. You thought that the grass would be greener on the other side but soon realized that you were more alone than you ever had been in your entire life. You thought you had it all but you have nothing when you don't have Christ. There are so many sleepless nights you experience and you take medication to help you make it through the night. Everyone thinks you may have it all together but they don't know that you wake up with a globe size void in your heart. Nothing can feel this void except Jesus! He is the only way, TRUTH and LIFE. He is awaiting your return. We (brothers & sisters) are awaiting your return. You don't have to live another day in darkness but the choice is yours. There is light and life on the other side. All you have to do is repent. Repent is not a bad word, matter of fact it is a gift to us through Jesus. All it means is that you are saying I choose to turn away from that thing that separates me from God. The Father is waiting to forgive you and accept you in His loving arms. There is no better time than now.